immovable
was uh. working on a song for my friend and his project - the bonk machine
this has been a song that's irked me for a while, and still does! it's so f!**!#(king annoying that i can't get what i want with it. i want a heavy post-rock/shoegaze blending into hard electronic gospel song but i literally can NOT FIGURE OUT HOW TO WRITE ANYTHING!! AHSDAGDSJDYASd im so HAPPY guys i loive not being able to fucking write anything that i'm proud of ever i love it guys. FUCK
i like peaked with friendzoned II and i have not been able to make a single other bonk machine song since. i want to add more into the intro but i can't figure out how. i also just cannot figure out the structure for this. i feel like a good piece of advice i've always seen is that you have to know what the fuck you're wanting to do before you do it and it's like. that has really worked for a lot of the time . like i know exactly what where i want to go next. but with this song and honestly... quite a few others i've made: it's biting me in the ASS because oh my god i have a vague soundscape in my head but it's like i cant write guitar!!!! i cant fucking figure out the tone i want in texture! i cant! thsi song has been my worst enemy and praxor likes it but it's like i dont. who fucking cares if you like it if im not happy what's the point. sorry that sounds very mean but good lord. aarrrggghhhh yknow? groan
idk. enjoy. first post here and i'm being whiny. fucking deal with it