i think i figured it out
GUYS I THINK I CRACKED IT
i think i figured itout oh my god f**cking finally HJSAHSDJAHDJASHJDADASHDJASHDJSAHFDSJFHDAJDSAHJDJSHADJHSAD
i think i finally got the tone and texture i want down for my guitar music. writing lines really is difficult though. it also just. it really clicked in major. i have no idea why. but i think i did it holy fUCK YAY!!!!!
now i can make cool guitar music!! and only i can stop myself because even though this is basically sisyphuscore as fuck,
it's not narratively time for this kind of music. music like this'll pop up more in like lucent since sisyphus' endgame has always hinged heavily on a postpunk/shoegaze/new wave kind of soundscape.
plus the protagonist of lucent is really angsty. well atleast her story is. i feel like i feel bad for every single character in sunside. oh well
i'm so happy. i love it when i get so fucking frustrated i win. heh